um, i'm feeling kind of bad about my last post. sometimes when i write or say things they feel like they're fair game and funny, but then the next day i'm like "wow, i'm fucking mean. what's wrong with me?"
Dont worry i do the same thing!! when I first started Vader I made some kunty comments and then thought..."dude, Thats not fierce?! Its just mean and poison to me and everyone around me?!" Its actually therapeutic to do it though, realize its nasty and then not do it ....or at least only do it to those that CLEARLY DESERVE IT, not innocent weirdos that have the balls to be themselves...
thanks, david. that's the thing that makes your blog really awesome to me- just how you demonstrate the importance of self-acceptance and acceptance and empathy for others, especially given the sexual context of a lot of your content. your blog has the good juju, yo. and i really dug what you said about the ketamine reference on the "work" muppett thing. honestly, if you hadn't said what you did about it, i probably would have been like, "oh, ha ha! drugs! because that's what us faggots do! so true!" but you were totally right to call shenanigans. it's like when straight dudes call anything they don't like "gay" or how i can't seem to stop calling everything "retarded" and it just propagates this low level venom. and that thing you wrote a while ago about that video clip you reviewed about fetish and shame and feeling like a total freak and being accepted (i think the post was around christmas) was also very cool- i'd never thought of it that way. i guess i'm just saying, zipper masks and ballgags and sexual wierdness aside, your blog really makes me think about what i'm putting out there, and about my own assumptions about people and thanks you for that.
Dont worry i do the same thing!! when I first started Vader I made some kunty comments and then thought..."dude, Thats not fierce?! Its just mean and poison to me and everyone around me?!" Its actually therapeutic to do it though, realize its nasty and then not do it ....or at least only do it to those that CLEARLY DESERVE IT, not innocent weirdos that have the balls to be themselves...
ReplyDeletethanks, david. that's the thing that makes your blog really awesome to me- just how you demonstrate the importance of self-acceptance and acceptance and empathy for others, especially given the sexual context of a lot of your content. your blog has the good juju, yo. and i really dug what you said about the ketamine reference on the "work" muppett thing. honestly, if you hadn't said what you did about it, i probably would have been like, "oh, ha ha! drugs! because that's what us faggots do! so true!" but you were totally right to call shenanigans. it's like when straight dudes call anything they don't like "gay" or how i can't seem to stop calling everything "retarded" and it just propagates this low level venom. and that thing you wrote a while ago about that video clip you reviewed about fetish and shame and feeling like a total freak and being accepted (i think the post was around christmas) was also very cool- i'd never thought of it that way. i guess i'm just saying, zipper masks and ballgags and sexual wierdness aside, your blog really makes me think about what i'm putting out there, and about my own assumptions about people and thanks you for that.
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